There are not words to describe the peace and joy that my Master has brought into my life. During this week all fears and doubts have simply vanished and my path is completely clear. As i started my journey to actually see my Master for the first time, i was full of trepidation as i was unsure of my ability to not only do but comply with all that my Master would ask of me. My fear of rejection was not only overwhelming but irrational as well.

Fortunately for me, my Master was not only everything that i had dreamed Him to be but He was also more than i had even thought to hope for. There were no surprises to His character, He is every bit as genuine as His posts. Rare it must be to find someone online who is as genuine, straight forward and honest as my Master. What you read and see of Master is exactly what one gets and so much more.

This week was full of so many “firsts” that they are too numerous to mention, but all were guided by a careful, watchful and reassuring eye. Some firsts which i had previously thought would be difficult simply melted away in His presense. Almost to the point that i now feel very foolish, but i remind myself that having not been in those situations i had no idea what to except.

Now, i return home with the confidencethat i can not only do what my Master wants, but that in His presense i can do so much more than i ever thought that i could. i have absolutely no doubts or reservations about moving anymore. The questions and fears about if i was doing the right thing for not only myself but my children as well are gone. There is a feeling of completeness, rightness, and purpose that is to strong to deny. Intuition and instinct are working together with a driving passion and intent that only a fool could ignore. And i maybe many things; however, a fool is not one of them. i know that there is no better place for me than with Master. With Him, i shall always grow and learn new things as i continue to attain more knowledge on the things already undertaken. Not only will my body be stimulated and challenged but my mind as well.

My departure was rough and not one i had ever expected to experience again. Before my journey started i had never wanted to let anyone get that close to me again, i had experienced enough pain and heartache that frankly i was done with it. However, my heart, mind, and soul are firmly in His hands, and i am so very fortunate to have them there as i know that there is not better place for them to be.

If there can be a joyous melencoly that is what i am feeling now. My heart is torn as i would love nothing more than to run back into my Master’s arms; however, my heart also sings with the knowledge that i am His just as surely as the collar i wear. And i shall be returning into those arms, smile, and all that Master is soon, and even better i will be there to stay.

i know that i will always be safe, no longer afraid to take the steps in life, but i can move forward with confidence and grace knowing that every step is watched over and guided by my Master. Although, i know that there will be bumps along this journey, i am confident that all things will be dealt with in a fair and appropriate manner.

For so long i have proceeded online with everyday becoming better than the last; just watching and waiting for the burst of the bubble that would shatter everything. Nothing could be this good, this right, and i tried to prepare myself for that moment. Who has really ever had their dreams come true? Well, amazingly, i can say with all truthfulness that i have. Although that once filled me with trepidation that it would fall apart, it now brings me a peaceful heart that is full to the point of bursting. i wish that everyone could experience that feeling of peaceful, safe security that now fills my being.

Bright sunny days are going to remind me of Master’s smile and the mischievious twinkle that resides in His eyes, and on those days when things seem dark and gloomy, i have the same memories to bring sunshine into my heart.

LOL…and on a side note, now that i have written a book; i can see His smile and hear His laughter as He glances as it’s length and the words it contains. i am a quiet person and relatively reserved person and not one to show my emotions very well let alone share them. i am good at doing things but not telling them. So thank you for allowing me to share with you while i tell not only Him but everyone just how special, wonderful, and amazing i think my Master is, plus so much more.

Thank You Master…i adore being owned by You!!!!!!!!!!!!!