my journey

Everyday is always a chance to learn new lessons and today is no different.  Because of pettiness and fear there are lessons to be learned today.  i understand the need for me to learn the lesson, i must learn to detach from the words and actions of others.  i have to stop taking things to heart so much.  this has been a problem for me for a very long time and it’s time to get past it.  Not every action has an answer and not every statement must be replied to, this is a lesson too.  it’s easy to say just let it go, but it’s a hard thing to do when emotions are involved.  However, i must remember that my focus is upon my Master and no one else.    i too must not let anger and fear rule my actions.  these things can easily take over one’s life and ruin all the good things about it. 

So i hope to take this lesson and learn from it quickly, as i think that it is a lesson that both sister’s are being taught at the moment.  And it’s time to reflect on my own actions and take responsiblity for how i react to things.

i am so happy today!  i am a very dear friend who has been fighting her attaction to Master for a long time.  The attraction has only been obvious to any and all who see them interact with each other, and i have spent a lot of time patching their quarrels.  But finally she admitted to Him that she has fallen for Him.  Although circumstances may prevent her from coming to us, this is a huge step towards making that happen.  i miss my friend dearly and although, i admit to being jealous of the time they spent together in the begining, i am more than happy for her to spend all the time she needs if it means that she will be coming home.  As i said this is just the begining and we may still have a very long road to go before she can come here, it is a start and the first true ray of hope that she will come back that i have had.

Her smile and quick wit are sorely missed and hell, even her temper tantrums are missed.  She as a light hearted manner most of the time and even her outbursts are things which she will laugh at herself later about.  i have watched her grow the last few months into an amazing woman.

i really hope that this is the begining of bringing her home.  This is where she belongs and she knows it, it’s getting her to take the steps that’s the difficult part.  Miss you bunches and it’s time to come HOME!!!